I met a guy my first year of college. He was weird, he was awkward, and he ended up becoming my best friend. Eventually after a few months of his crazy friendship, I realized I was in love with him, so I told him I kind of liked him. He didn't feel the same, we moved on and 2 1/2 years later I'm still in love with him. I've dated another guy, I was in a relationship but nothing can make me get over him. So I'm giving up on trying. I'm engaging in the friendship again full blown. And if I get hurt, I guess its worth it because having him in my life makes me happy. And making him smile or excited just to see me, that's worth the pain that comes from any rejection, I suppose.